So I had my first EVER appointment with a psychiatrist. I'm ashamed to admit it, but wow do I ever want to talk to him again. Ever met a T (or another person) who just GETS it? Seems to understand you?

I had to see him because he's ran the psychotherapy group I've been a part of, but apparently I'm such a "good" client that he wants to see me again next week. He kinda scared me though, he said "then we'll determine if I need to see you on a regular basis". I'm not the kind to ask for help or accept help. So this was a bit of a change for me. I was actually completely honest with him, it was so weird. I'm never that forthcoming with any details of my life. It's like pulling teeth usually actually.

So I have another appointment on next Thursday that I pray will go well.