Ones again seemingly out of episode I have paranoia, not that bad today. I don't get it its not fair. I think its stress related but.., I really don't need this or get this. I'm taking my seroquel but it makes me so uncomfortable if I don't go to sleep right away and for a while after I wake up, plus I'm gaining weight but I have to take it or my husband gets the brunt of it, plus its not good to go on a 14 hr car ride with someone that you are terrified of ( so not rational) . I know Friday my t called and he spoke to her. I have no idea what he said. I asked him if he said I was having a bad day all he said is "paranoia is really getting to you". He never answer the question. T's really the only one I trust.

Is this part of BP or something else? If so what? How do I get rid of the uncomfortable feeling drugs give you? What is that? Does anyone other then me get stress related paranoia? My next and last appointments are the 7th and I can't see them sooner. It'll be the first and last appointment with my new pdoc. How do I tell a brand new Dr what's going on? What do I do if I get paranoia on my trips?