Yep. Kind of how I don't mind watching news when mellow, but when in mania, I have to be careful because I get to ranting and raving. My last job, a coworker always watched news in breakroom. I know why now he thought I was nuts. And I also know he was plotting against me because he thought I was nuts.

My last job really got me and it was the people. No teamwork and a lot of backstabbing. I guess they were afraid. I didn't realize I presented that appearance. I really needed the income and still one, but I was so paranoid I would get fired.

I've always been paranoid about being fired from any job since I injured my back years ago began taking easier work. I was a blue collar man and always will be in my heart and soul.