Teacake I would take what Parley said and perhaps my comments and disregard the others, at least for now. It is okay to be moody and that is what I got out of your words. I think there are people like Parley and myself who can hear others opinions openly.

You are okay, right, to feel what you are feeling. Our feelings change, shift, expand and contract. Be where you are and look to where you want to be.

I went to college for awhile, then my illnesses got to be too much for me and I had to drop out. I'm 59 and still too ill to go back and finish my degree. Sometime my thought and feelings float over wishes that I could have finished or return, but those feelings pass and I counter the thoughts with positive affirmations about my worth just as I am.

I've also let my religious deity know in my next life I want health, money, and ability to finish and become a successful mathematician. My current life brain fogs up too much, that's the breaks. It also helps me write good poetry, so I go with that.

Find your positive points and build yourself up. You are okay. Judging ourselves and others, labels and boxes, just don't make sense. I like you because you are real. Sharing your mood, your hurts, your concerns make life improve. Keep at it.

Best wishes,
Fishymoon