So I have been on a chat program called Paltalk for a while now. I have had some heartbreak before by being on there where a guy has blocked me, but I gave him a reason. Now I didn't do anything and I am really paranoid. Is my username out there somewhere? Is there information about me somewhere on the internet that I don't know about?

I googled my handle and didn't come up with much, just some stuff about alcoholism and depression but I don't think he would judge me on that, but you never know. I am so paranoid right now because I did absolutely nothing to this person and he blocked me and had me bounced from the chatroom we met in. I went in there tonight and he was in there, obviously ranting, (probably about me), but I didn't hear much and then I was bounced. I really wish I knew what I did. I really cared about this person, and thoroughly enjoyed our conversations.

What would make him do that? What did I do that was SO bad? I will never know and its eating me up.

The worst part is now I feel more alone than ever.