I have been told, by more than one T/PDoc that I use them as "professional friends". Multiple DX over the years - BP, BPD, MDD, dysthymia, etc. Am I just "adapting" to whatever fits that particular situation?

POSSIBLE TRIGGER FOLLOWS

It has been suggested that I won't intentionally commit suicide, but might accidentally, as I seek attention.

Maybe there is no MI involved and I'm just some kind of manipulator? Is just asking this manipulation?

Just confused and feeling in need of attention, I guess.