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Originally Posted by Lmciyah
Do not feel like The Lone Ranger. I know exactly how it feels to be isolated. If I did go out to try to find me a gf, there's no way I could stop the negative thoughts and that's all gets worse every day I get older.
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I hear you there, getting older, symptoms worsening. It's so frustrating. And I hear you about pushing away relationship wise...I do nothing but push my significant other away, and I don't know why. And the worst aspects are the jealousy and rage that comes along with it, and I cannot every fully trust. It's exhausting.