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Old Jun 23, 2014, 07:28 AM
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Hello to you all today and thank you for your experiences (big hug**)

I found a perfect explanation for my current state...

My mind knows what it wants and love...but my heart just doesn't want to feel it...

Mood stabilizator calms you down for sure, but takes away the ability to feel. Though Lamictal is considered to be a safe drug I am having this feeling. My dose is as small as if for a child suffering for epilepsia...yet I am feeling it's affects.

Am I so sensitive on meds?

Hugs**
You could be med sensitive. I am, it's why I haven't been able to stabilize yet. I haven't found a med that I can tolerate that also helps me. Lamictal gave me blurred vision and also kicked my general anxiety into extreme high gear. I mean I was trying to stay up all night so I could break into my son's room if his air conditioner caught on fire, which I was convinced would happen even though it was unplugged. When I stopped lamictal my anxiety went down.
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