((((((((((((((Just))))))))))))) I'm sorry all this happened to you. Your kids know you're trying, especially when they're older and 'know' more. The only thing you're guilty for is loving your family, your friends - and that is something everyone should be guilty of. By helping at your son's school and making time for your daughter shows what a wonderful mom you are. Kudos for you!!!!!!!!!!

Please take care - and don't give up.