I've been on edge all day. The slightest noise makes me jump. I was sat talking to my new potential tutors when I visited college, and I felt like getting up and running and never stopping. The feeling is starting to calm down. But it's awful. Like something bad is going to happen and I don't know what it is.

On the plus side, in September I'll be starting a college course that's made for people with mental health issues. It's a more relaxed course than others and people are generally nice there.