Hi TJ,
Have been following your posts for awhile now.
Just want to say that you're making a huge step in recovery by being there and getting the extra help you need. It's not going to be easy.. you will try hard to si again but I hope you know that you're strong enough to conquer this with the help of people around you. Please don't feel bad, and continue posting if you need to.

you, and all of us here, are warriors afterall.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.