I have depression, and sometimes its not really all that noticeable...in the past I would think I had overcome it as well during those times. But it would seem its not so simple basically if fluctuates from being so severe I'm considering suicide to just kind of a numb feeling. At least now I don't blame myself so much for having given into it(I'd come up with all kinds of reasons why it was somehow my fault I got 'depressed' again). I am also in therapy and have tried medications which help a lot of people...just don't do much for me but worth a try. There are also various herb/plants that can help somewhat, but I know more about that in relation to anxiety not so much when it comes to depression.

Was there any time you can remember being happy?