Sounds like you very much need a med adjustment. Last summer I felt flat and blah and couldn't even laugh or joke. This summer after a few med adjustments over the last year I feel like me again. I laugh and actually crack up at times. I'm not blunted anymore. It took a while to find the right combo to bring me back to "me".

I'm sorry you're going through this. Feeling like you're just going through the motions sucks big time. I hope you feel better soon.