I have tried seeing a social worker, but for only two sessions. I will give it a try in the future when my schedule is flexible. I have been on topamax for migraines (before I realized my depression caused the migraines) and it caused me to be even more depressed. During that time I was severly considering suicide and they were not even my thoughts. I stopped taking it immediately and have not taken it since. I want to live, but this depression is causing me to think irrationally. The more I think of "happy moments" I start to realize of all the times I've been depressed that I just forgot about. I'm trying so hard to not feel this way. I really hate feeling like this. My life is so overwhelming. I am hoping this passes.