For telling my struggles . I have only spoken to a few people but now I feel guilty because I never want to expose my daughter to any reports that put her in a bad light. I know and try to be fair that she has her pains and problems. It is just that dealing with struggles in the midst of all this pain and concern for my husbands surgery has undermined my strength. I keep trying to get help and feel better but right now I feel sunken like a stone and my husband who needs care is coming home and I am so overcome I can arely make it. I hope for some restoration and strength.