i thank all of you for your kind words. you are all right, it takes time to heal. and at least i am left with beautiful memories that i can pass along to my children. i will forever love them both and know that i will always miss them but i cannot let the grief consume me which is difficult for me at times. especially when the holidays come or i see my 3 yr old and know that he did not have the opportunity to meet them. so i have put some pictures up so he can know who they are even though they are not here physically.

again thank you for your thoughtfulness