I know its hard, but you are doing so well! I hope you are proud of yourself for all of your accomplishments . Do have any other coping skills? Do you see a therapist? If not, consider going to see one about the anxiety, they may be able to help you find better ways to deal with it.

I'm sorry you have been triggered so much if you'd like to talk about it, feel free to PM me.

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