Hi NowhereUSA, I believe at this point I have treatment-resistant depression too. I've been depressed since August 4th and am now on my fourth antidepressant to combat it. Will soon be heading toward my fifth. My psychiatrist recommended ECT, but I'm too afraid to try it.

Just know that you're not alone in your struggles. There are many people in our boat - - not that that changes the situation, but maybe it will help you feel less alone in your struggle. I know coming on here and realizing many others are suffering from depression makes me feel like not so much of a freak. Best of luck to you in finding something that helps.