I was first dx.in 2004. I was 34 at the time and I suffered for almost 10 years with the pdoc and therapist saying I just had depression. It was a horrible. I was totally hypomanic shopping like crazy, sleeping around and drinking lime a fish. My.speech was so out of control at the end. I could hardly leave the house and I thought the police were after me. I thought I could do anything and no one could stop me. So in 2004 my sister took me to be hospitalized cause by then I was si and suicidal. My thoughts were rapid and inappropriate. I was dx.with bp2 with anxiety and depression. It wasn't until about 2008 that I was dx with bpd. Ya like most of us I was on the med merry go round. This that and the other. My depression has been so bad for the last year and a half. My.pdoc was afraid to increase my ad because he thought I'd go.into hypo mania. I.just recently came out of an iop program at the hospital and the pdoc there decided to increase my.ad by 10mg. Boy has that changed my life. Now I'm on.lamictal 200 2x a day, geodon 80 2x a day, neurontin 300 3x a day, lexapro 20mg and adderall 20mg for my out of control adhd. I'm.finally settled down. I'm lucky to have a great team with my pdoc and therapist. Ive heard horror stories about bad pdocs out there..if you think you have a.shizzy one look for another one. There are lots of good ones out there. Don't give up before the miracle happens.

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