Hm-m-m-m-m... Bro I don't know about this. I understand what you're saying. I used to have a similar experience. I was SO much more at ease & "with it" after a drink. (I stopped drinking once I went on antidepressants.) The problem is, as others have pointed out, this can become a habit. So I'm not saying: "don't do it." But do be careful.