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Originally Posted by Jordy
I didn't use them because they would have worked... If I say that to T I will get so many question about why I didn't want them to work, and she'll keep telling me I have to be comitted to get better. Gosh I already dread my next session and it's not until next week!
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I have said this very thing to my T many times. I allow myself to fall apart rather than taking my medication or using coping mechanisms or other things, often because I feel like I don't deserve them. I don't deserve to feel better and I should feel the crappy way I do. That's what I deserve.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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