I'm Sorry for everything that's going on! I for one come from a strange family. I lost my sister to drugs and it wasn't pretty! so I personally stay away from it. My family is together but broken. I personally is what holding my family together because I try to be the "strong" one. But I know you feel you have a lot of weight on your shoulders. I personally feel you should also see a therapist and try to talk with them. It feels good to open. Just as in here! feel free to open up here also! That's what we are here for! Support!! Your not alone!

Im always here to talk if you want to DM me.