Secretwhisper, keep fighting for you. You are worth it. I know you are hurting right now and I can't believe he laid all this on you at such a tough place you are in already. But you have to want to survive for you.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha