i dont know what you mean by you are afraid they will take it too seriously... dont you want to be taken seriously...there is nothing wrong with feeling the way you are feeling. it is not going to get you hospitalized if that is what you are worried about...unless you just didnt add that you hate yourslef and life so much that you are thinking of killing yourself...you dont have to add that part. they are common feelings most anybody has. if you share them with your t you are likely to feel closer. i understand missing your old t, you probably had a trusting relationship and you think yur not going to have that again. but you can. you only need to open up...take care.