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Jun 23, 2014, 06:26 PM
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Member Since: May 2011
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Awww Soupdragon...
I'm right there with you...just left session with T saying how it's been so many years and all the setbacks lately just leave me further back than I started with less ability to reach out, no pillars to stand on, less ability to tolerate and be patient with triggers, and hurting. Feel like I'm not a female and have lost the ability to be anything at all. How can I have dropped so far back down this rabbit hole?
He ended up saying just basically accept that I am different, and unique and that with change comes another uprooting of all that I am...
He held me in the end as I sobbed and once again tried to instill in me some hope.
As I try to instill it in others like you...since we are sensitive and unique little souls, you and me.. We will just have to try again together.
I so relate and understand...although things are different...it is in the end about saying that I will get up again and try.
Please do be kind to yourself and know you are cherished by so many...and just ole me too.
  
Gentle and strengthening hugs passed on from my T through me to you too...
Wysteria Blue
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Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your heart.
Who looks outside, Dreams...
Who looks inside, Awakens...
- Carl Jung
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