I had a strange day today. It was unusually slow to be a Monday. The first thing in the morning a coworker whom I thought was my friend got angry with me. I think my coworkers don't know how to deal with me and my depression anymore. But it hurts to get scolded by someone you think of as a friend. This person calmed down and we were on good terms later in the day. On the good side the migraine headaches are beginning to ease up some. I'm now on so many medications I sometimes think I am going to be drugged to death, but if it takes a bunch of medicines to kill the migraines and ease the depression then so be it. I have to be functional and I don't want to be suicidal.
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