Hi, interesting articles you posted. I really like my current pdoc and he has been very supportive to me so I really don't want to switch. I guess his concerns are valid, I mean being in college memory loss or confusion is something you cannot really afford. My medications help out alot, I am just tired of fighting the constant battle if you get what I mean. Even medications aren't a cure, like I still feel depressed even on them. Not to mention the psychotic symptoms or panic attacks. I guess I really am considering ECT in the hope that it cure me, as much as I know there is no real cure for mental illness. Atleast holding onto the hope helps though.