Thanks everyone ! Feeling a lot better now. I'm lucky that I have some friends who suffer from depression and so they understand more then others. I've been talking to some friends and family and they do worry a lot and I've been trying to talk to them more to ease some of their worry. They even think that I'm having a bad day or maybe I'm having anxiety in public ... When I was actually ok. I guess I have communicate more when things are ok in my head.