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Old Jun 23, 2014, 10:08 PM
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yeah its really hard. if some of them knew what i say in my head i would surely be fired. im usually good about masking my emotions at work. but sometimes people ask me if i am ok or that i look tired. but that just reminds me to try to smile more. i feel really lost with college. i dont know what i want to do as a career. part of me doesnt even want a career. or maybe im just not confident that i will ever be stable enough to have one.
Well there are definitely other alternatives....waitressing is apparently less stressful than some other service industries due to the tips...apparently it makes a difference if people are paying you to be nice vs if you have to be nice as a condition of a low paying job like nurses aid....saw this in a course I was watching. Its basically a control thing.

What do you most enjoy doing?
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