For so long, I've felt alone, with no one to share these things with. Once, in person, I told someone my problems with binging, and they shot me down and told me to get over myself-- since then, I've felt discomfort when prompted to speak to anyone over it.

Whenever I feel bad, or often even without prompt, I will find myself eating obscene quantities of food. Always, I end up to the point where my stomach is in pure pain, and I am forced to purge it all out. Even afterwards, there is a linger of physical pain, as well as this heavy sense of guilt, emptiness, and loneliness.

Thank you all for reading.