So for the past few weeks I've been shakey on my Prozac, I haven't been responsible and I haven't been disciplined about taking it. And now, I haven't taken it for 4 days (I haven't been able to access my meds due to private issues) and now I notice that before I go to bed, I've been thinking of suicide.

I'm not going to commit suicide. But the idea of taking a gun and shooting it at my head doesn't scare me as it normally would. Typically, I would never think of commiting suicide because it scares me. But for a few days now I've been thinking about it. Is it because I haven't taken my meds for the past few days, and for the past few weeks I haven't been disciplined about taking them as I normally am??