I have been seeing my therapist for over 6 months now and while we have made some progress I am feeling like I have had enough of her. I don't feel like she understands me at all anymore, for example I told her I never felt like I belonged in this world and she said "too bad your too old for summer camp, summer camp makes you feel like you belong", I was honestly like wtf, I am not a child and she clearly doesn't understand how I feel after 6 months of working hard and talking to her. She knows I have social issues and I think I am just done with her.
However for some reason I feel bad and am not sure how to end this. I have already cut my sessions to only twice a month and I am not sure how to end this. I could call and cancel my appointment but for some reason I feel and and don't want to hurt her feelings. I try to avoid conflict and don't want her to question me or ask me why I don't want to see her because I don't want to hurt her feelings or something because she has helped me a little. How can I end this?
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