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Originally Posted by brokenentity
I have no idea, I don't overthink things, I just am a little more spontaneous and I can talk to people without worrying about what might happen next. I don't really like talking to people much either. But my body language is so much better when I'm drunk, I'm completely in control of my wits, but I walk with my head held high and make eye contact with anyone who tries to make eye contact, when I usually just shy and cower away.
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So, maybe the alcohol gives you confidence?
That could be a good start in terms of what you need to work on? But I'm guessing you already know that lol
Self esteem and self confidence are crazy hard things to find especially when you've never known any better (I know, you're talking to someone who has only just found the ability to say "I'm not a bad person" without feeling like she has just perjured herself.) but when you find them I'm guessing it's probably one of the best things in the world.
Try not to hide behind the alcohol. I truly don't think it will help you in the long run.