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Originally Posted by GenCat
Today, T told me that that from esp the past two months, she has been able to come to the conclusion that I have traits of BPD. And since I can easily relate things back to myself, this place is not a good influence. I think she is right. I relate so much, I can read something someone has gone through and go through it myself. Im a freak and I don't belong anywhere on the internet or in the world.
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You are not a freak.
If this is the same T you told me about that has driven you to dances and touched you intimately, I very much question her opinion and motives.
Abusers try to isolate their victims. Please don't let yourself become isolated.
Abusers try to erode their victims self-esteem.
Please don't let her talk you into believing that everything is your fault.
You are not bad.
You should be free to ask any question in therapy. If you wonder if you have this or that syndrome, you should be able to discuss these things in a healthy therapeutic relationship.
I have been where you are...and a previous bad PDoc tried the same strategy with me. I was blinded by my positive feelings for him..and by believing that he was the only one who understood me.
I genuinely am concerned for you, Gen.
