I think im falling in to the trap again I saw the doctor just before christmas to get help with my anorexia I was ment to see a T ect & put on depression tablets then in the new year we moved so that all got put on hold so with getting in to see my new doctor then plucking up the curage to tell him all about it again which was hard as I had to do it on my own this time then being sent to a T again I got on with my life & really well I was happy with being were I had wanted to be living for so long & everything else that was going on im my life I started putting on weight again & eating well & not caring what I was eating I was really happy & putting on weight but now & I really dont know why I am starting to hate the way I feel again I am not eating much again & my weight is going down & im glade about that I just wish it was lower still is this normal am I going to feel like this for the rest of my life as I was doing so well I stopped taking my depression tablets about a week ago could that be why I fell like this

Can anyone help me life doesnt feel like its worth living again