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Originally Posted by 1914sierra
I'm going by memory, so correct me if I'm vague on the details, but didn't you hurt yourself over your therapist? Didn't you threaten to harm yourself pretty much expecting him to rescue you? I seem to remember something about nearly throwing yourself down a flight of stairs or something (hope I don't have you confused with someone else). That isn't normal, healthy attraction. That is pretty clearly some form of transference going on: that fear of abandonment; that hope to be rescued.
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Im not normal, never was
i regret all stupid things i have done in hysteria and then do it again. Not only with my t. I have done things i cant forgive myself. But when it happened i was out of my mind, i didnt think and i really cant remember this and how it happened.
I didnt take meds but now im taking and it helped after first 3 days. Sometimes people go insane and they need medication. I suffer from delusions and at the day i was trying to kill myself i even heard voices. When i think about i ask myself what a hell i was doing this. Such a shame i cant forgive myself my stupitness but im not God and just cant turn back the time....