Pushed myself into a longer walk than I've managed for several months. Slept for two hours afterwards. I'm missing the optimism of last week, I can accept that I feel better than two weeks ago, but am hurt that I'm not as good as last week. Two steps forward - one step back.

I'm starting to convince myself that the pelvic scan I had last week will show up something horrible and that my blood tests will show my liver is under stress. I somatise at the best of times, but given some real symptoms and some medical tests my mind goes into overdrive.......