angel, I know that feeling all too well. Even when you're doing good, there's this sense of just waiting for the thing that's going to ruin it all. But it is the depression telling you that. Life always has it's good times and bad times. So when you are doing good, there's a bad time coming...but also, when you are doing bad, there's good times on the horizon. Just that terrible depression keeps us from remember that second half.

I'm really sorry that things are bad for you. But I hope you can remember that it's only temporary, and you will be in a good place again.

*hugs*
mj

<font color=green> If she spins fast enough then maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together, but even a gyroscope can't spin forever</font color=green>