Hello, maddnessreturns. Have you talked to your general practitioner about a referral for treatment? Also, you might consider talking to a higher up at the outpatient clinic about getting more help. If nothing else, you may be able to learn of a better place to go for treatment.

Finally, there is NAMI. Someone there may be able to find a program you qualify for.
NAMI: National Alliance on Mental Illness | State & Local NAMIs

Good luck.