Yeah, I am actually doing better, upped my dose of Ritalin and things have turned around. It's unsanctioned, and doc will call me tomorrow. I am also reducing my trazodone, as I have been feeling overly sedated.

I do have a T, saw him today and with the bigblackdog not having its teeth in me, I can start to set a course for addressing some of my triggers.

This last 5 days have been rough because DH and DS were away at Volleyball Regionals. So I was alone with DD and part of that time I could not even take care of her. Luckily my mom's around and I am sure that DH told her to keep an eye out, make sure I am eating, stop by to check in etc.

Funny about the battle thing....told OldGoodBoss today that "the only battle worth fighting was the losing battles". His comment was, "WOW, I just learned more about you from that sentence than in 2.5 years". I was like, "what? If you know you'll win, it's not a battle". At that point, I think that his jaw dropped. So yeah, life is a battlefield. Thanks Pat Benatar.