Well it's that time now. Time to give up on all this bull ****. I'm sick of everything being hard and never getting better. I'm sick of being sad and in pain. I'm sick of my son not listening to me or the fact that I just don't want to try anymore. I'm not going to commit suicide or anything. I just give up on trying. I don't want to leave my son so I'm not going to but I just don't want to try anymore. Not with a job or anything. Just done.