I've felt ok bipolar wise these last few days, but this ed is totally controlling my life. I did get really good news about getting back in to see the t I liked who went on maternity leave. I wasn't sure I'd be able to go back to her and I hated the new lady. Turns out my good t will be back the first full week of July and I *should* be able to see her sometime around then. It's nice to know there's probable help in sight.