One very good reason for me to feel depressed is because things do appear to be too good to be true. Everything's alright for me. No crisis and not dealing with poor health for myself or anyone close to me. My job that I like is intact and I have some decent money in my savings. Basically, it's all systems go!

There are some things like I like to see improve though. I have only one good friend and that's it. There are times that he can get on my nerves. I get too afraid that I will lose him because of arguing. That's happened to me before. There is not a special someone in my life.

But the main thing for me is that I get a feeling that things are just going to crash down on me and that I wouldn't be able to handle it. I go to Google and look things like that up. It's nice to know that others feel the same way. I feel like I'm experiencing the "calm before the storm". After all, I've been told that's what life is supposed to be like . When the bad times come, I don't look forward to it and wonder if I can handle it.