my depression started getting better after I was offered an amazing job opportunity but just like everything else in my life, it wasn't meant to be. I forgot to put down a car accident when I was 16 on my background history and because I completely blanked it out I was denied the job. my father who has funded more than $9k in the last 6 months for some of my bills and my therapy treatments has now financially cut me off until I get a job. my mom who bought me a new car thinking it will help with my severe depression now took the keys bc she didn't know of the accident that got me turned away from my job offer. so now im beyond stressed out trying to pay for my cellphone bill and my therapy bills but I know I won't make ends meet. I go to bed crying myself to sleep and bc of my stress my ulcers have been flaring up. my life is just one big disappointment and I'm not sure how much more I can take. how can someone live like this? I want to just up and leave, crawl under a rock and wither away. all I am doing is praying, begging things will change but all these empty hopes are eating at me...