((((justme)))) i'm so very sorry that you feel this way. i can practically feel your pain pour out through your words. i don't know what to say beyond that. you do not deserve to be punished. i know it feels like it is the only way to deal with what you are feeling. i know what it's like to feel like that is your only option, too. poetry is one way to do it. the bottom line is learning to love and care for yourself, though. and that's something that takes time. you can get there. hang tough, ok? and keep writing to us. tell us all how you feel. we are your friends and we're here for you always. take care of yourself in whatever way you can think of today, even if it's just something small. you do deserve it. please believe that.

((((Hugs)))))

Angela (SC)

-comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable-