(((buggie))) We all have something wrong with us. Try to consider it a challenge, that once you figure out you might be able to help others with it.
I sure understand the "fighting" the T on something. I couldn't figure out what he was meaning..and finally had to have my T explain in detail (my black and white thinking working) what I would say when he would say what...that was, in essence "fighting" him or resisting his efforts to help me. I would never have seen it on my own.
Good wishes!
PS I went on nutrisystem's new glycemic load emphasis diet... so far so good... though I am having some trouble with all that soy product

But it comes to my door and limits my choices...a no brainer (just what I need!) Hope you find something that helps you as well... keep us informed ok?