My bipolar was in remission or at least manageable when I was in college so I was able to finish without any problem. The only time I almost lost it was right after my son was born. The sleep deprivation wreaked complete havoc on me. At the time I didn't believe I had bipolar so I was untreated and I definitely had a couple of bad breakdowns but I somehow managed to get past them and finish my student teaching.
I have to go back to school for my special ed certification in the fall and I'm upset by that because I'm so unstable right now I have no idea how I'm going to manage. But it's that or lose my job.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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