New pratical evaluation today, and I got to the conclusion: Screw up teachers and their evaluation criteria. I mean, two weeks ago I had my first pratical evaluation and my grade was awfull. It was painfull... Today I wasn't that to much differented from what I did in the other day and the teacher thought I did very good. It's really upsetting, the so bad luck I got to get evaluated by one of the most stupid unfair teachers of college. Now I hate him even more...
Tomorrow I will skip my doctor's apointment. I know I should go. But I already have so much to do and to decide that I can't go now. I can't by now talk about anyone around my about the decision I have to make, and I'm not ready to give an answear.
I feel like a hugh today. Finaly did what months ago I wasn't capable of, I feared badly, finaly finished a part of the darkest chapters of my life until now.
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I am not crazy, I am hurt
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