Anyways just to update some, I made it to the SSI office and got the direct deposit thing mostly cleared up...still have to get them the info for my account though and also they adjusted my amount to the higest amount. So getting that taken care of has lifted some of that stress. Now just still gotta try and figure out what to do about this therapy/psychiatrist situation but enough is enough for one day...got the SSI stuff taken care of so I should try not to worry about anything else today.