No matter where I am or what group I'm with, I'm the one who doesn't belong. For the last few years, I've been ignoring that feeling and have been trying to get better at relating to people so I can get the benefit of networking etc. But in the end, I still feel empty because it doesn't matter how much you act the part, if you don't belong, you never truly connect with people. This happens in all groups and no matter how much I have in common with other people so it's more than i just need to find other people. My thoughts and feelings are just unrelatable…I have a problem (mainly a psychological and possible physical) that no one here can relate to and even upon googling, I can't find any answers. That's how removed from the human race I am.
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